Virgo Advice

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Virgo Horoscope advice Feb, 5th 2014

Feeling the effects of today’s energies, Virgo? Take heart if this is the case, because the end of the tunnel isn’t as far away as it seems. Do your best to take things one step at a time and see about making some plans for a little fun this evening. Get together with friends or take in a movie. Help yourself feel better by staying busy and focused and follow up with some recreation. Before you know it, the aspect will pass and you’ll be back to normal.

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This is the problem with me… I must have read this horoscope on the day and thought it was so compelling, so truthful, so insightful… and so I go ahead and saved it in my drafts…

Weeks later… months later even… it’s not until I’m sitting up awake at 5 am in the morning not able to fall back asleep and I turn back to find this piece above still sitting in my draft box and completely clueless as to why I had thought this was so compelling, so truthful, so insightful… that I had to paste it down and write something about it. And what had probably happened was I had gotten a call from a friends and forgotten about it afterwards. Or maybe I had it sitting on my screen for 2 hours wondering what to type or to make creative or interesting… Or maybe… I felt so emotionally fatigued at the time that I knew I wanted to address it but I didn’t have any energy to do it properly at the time, so hence I saved it and left. Yeah… that was probably it.

I mean I can slowly work it out.
I take out my calendar and I start working from the date shown. Feb the 5th. That was during Chinese New Years. CNY is always a festive and celebratory season. I was obviously at home during that break. I guess that I was feeling really down. So down that I couldn’t see any light at the end of the tunnel. It probably wasn’t a tunnel I’m imagining. It was probably more like a hole, a deep well… possible a deep dark whirlpool that sucked all life and happiness down into its nightmarish darkness, never to have any light to escape from its grasp. Yeah… that’s probably it. A deep, dark, heavy pool… and to see this at the time must have given me hope. New hope to continue to move on, and to know that light and brighter days are ahead of me still.

Sitting here, I think back… It feels like it’s been such a long time since then. But really… it was only months ago. Okay… 4 months is awhile… but yeah… one hell of a roller-coaster ride these last few months. Definitely there were some highs amongst the many lows. Some of those memories, I will never forget forever… some I will cherish, others I will learn from. Another lesson in growing up I guess…

One thing I’m still trying to grasp in life is why some people do or say things that are totally against who they are and against their beliefs. I understand it a bit more now… but it still puzzles me nonetheless.

I really should try a new tone in my writing… preferably to sound excited or positive. Maybe something I will work on in the future. I always plan and say that I would write more yet I have these big awkward gaps in between.

I am sorry about that.

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  1. eh its fine, whatever you choose to share is fine with those who read it 🙂 Addressing what’s on your mind is one way to deal with it, as long as it works for you!

    Time will make things like these seem trivial dude, treat each day passed as a victory!

    • Yeah I know… and thanks for your comment. It’s just that sometimes I’m so lost in this new adventure of mine that I forget that I still have friends and people who care that are living their own lives and dreams… (not that I have ever forgotten you guys… but everyone I knew are in a distant land right now… you know…)
      Believe me when I say, I really do enjoy writing a blog entry… but I just personally believe that if someone chooses to spend the time reading the stuff I write, that something should really be worth their time they spent.

      • As long as you wrote your feelings genuinely, there’s nothing else more that you need to do!

        Being your authentic self and writing what you feel is what blogging is about 🙂 Reading about your adventures and struggles allows me to live vicariously and imagine myself in your shoes – and remove myself from my mundane reality that is sometimes work 🙂

        And yeah come back when you have the funds and time 🙂

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